Questions of the Soul

Have you ever done something that you NEVER thought you’d do? Ride a roller coaster? Swim in the ocean? Eat a crazy bug? Breathe fire? Okay, the last one may be a bit extreme, but, hey, we all have to dream big! Today was one of those days for me. I never, EVER, saw myself in ministry, let alone preaching. And here I am, amongst some anointed young preachers at the Academy of Preachers where I just proclaimed the word of God from behind the sacred desk for the first time. I will admit that I was nervous. As Dr. Entrekin delivered an intro that made me blush, my heart began to beat a tattoo in my chest. My hands were clammy. I felt the perspiration forming on my brow. I could feel the eyes of the audience on me. I knew that the word I had was from God, but my flesh kept nagging me. It was taunting me even. What if you fail? What if they hate it? What if you lose your place? What if you don’t deliver like the others who have preached before you? Ironic that the theme for this year is ’Questions of the Soul’… As I stood and began, all I can say is that God is FAITHFUL.

Kimberly White brings them to their feet

It is more than a cliché to say that ’whom he has called he has qualified’ because today that has become my testimony. I am still processing all that has happened. I can say that, coming to the festival, I was wrestling with where God wants me – seriously wrestling. Like if God was right here in the flesh, it would be WWE! After today, I feel closer to my call than before and some things have been confirmed in me. And to think, this is only day one…

Kimberly White


My Experience:

Tammy Bullock

The Nashville cohort just completed our first class with Dr. Molly T. Marshall at Conception Abbey and I am still processing all that transpired in my heart during that time. Being at the Abbey allowed us to share our stories and get to know one another in a way that enabled community to happen. The rhythm of prayer and quietude inspired the kind of contemplation introduced to us in the books we read in preparation for the class. Dr. Marshall’s focused discussion about creativity and spirituality enabled us to consider the road ahead and how we will practice spirituality as a community and as individual ministers in the work we do. I am honored and thrilled to be a part of the CBTS community. It is just the beginning and I am excited about what lies ahead!